Saturday, April 29, 2006

I went home with my roommate this weekend for moral support; she is putting her cat down. It is incredibly sad and when her dad started crying it really got to me. But more than making me reflect on the times I've had to put animals down, it made me reflect on the differences in sharing emotion.

My roommate wanted me to come home with her so if she cried someone would be there. I, on the other hand, would wait to cry until I'm completely alone. I wouldn't want anyone to come home with me. The situation also made me remember this poem:

IF I SHOULD GROW FRAIL

If it should be that I grow frail and weak
And pain does keep me from my sleep,
Then will you do what must be done
for this - the last battle -can't be won.

You will be sad I understand
But don't let grief then stay your hand.
For on this day, more than the rest
Your love and friendship must stand the test.

We have had so many happy years,
You wouldn't want me to suffer so.
When the time comes, please, let me go.

Take me to where my needs they'll tend,
Only, stay with me till the end.
And hold me firm and speak to me
Until my eyes no longer see.

I know in time you will agree
It is a kindness you do to me.
Although my tail its last has waved,
From pain and suffering I have been saved.

Don't grieve that it must now be you
Who has to decide this thing to do.
We've been so close - we two -these years,
Don't let your heart hold any tears.

(author unknown)

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